It's never easy, dealing with that sort of agonizing pain. There are people that will probably never understand the true sensation of their chest caving in-though I can imagine quite well just how it feels on this side of the monitor.
My heartfelt thoughts are given your way; recovery from heartbreak takes more than time, it takes the ability to take all the warmth, love, kindness and even the occasional shoulder to rant/cry on people offer to work toward healing and finally letting go. You are obviously respected here, and even though there are many that love your works and words...I would need a real body in front of me. I have had to have a real body in front of me.
I have gone through this type of pain a few times-the first time at a very young age and due to different circumstances. The only reason I am in front of this mirror now is due to a dear friend's intervention.
If you ever need to unload, please feel free to message me.
Sometimes a stranger (I've used a few strange ears in my time!) can be just as helpful as a friend.
thank you very much, i think you are right about that, it does take more than just time to heal, there are alot of factors involved unfortunetly. sorry to hear that you too have had to suffer this type of pain, i wouldn't wish it on anybody, and thank you so much for the offer to listen if i need a rant, i'll deffinetly keep that in mind for the days when i need a chat, i appreciate it very much
You are very welcome. I was given the opportunity to unload, I believe in paying it forward and doing the same for someone else. You can note me here or email me if you firstname.lastname@example.org.
that's great, the world needs more people who believe in paying it forward, thank you again, the past couple of days have been not too bad i guess, no where near the worsyt atleast but it seems to swing back and forth from not too bad to near breaking point, i'll add your email to my account thanks