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shadowthehedgehog32 Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
it's alright we all have problems and i wish i could help but your a cold killer so im not sure i should go near you!
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PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2010  Professional General Artist
lol thank you, yes i am a cold killer normally, had a dose of weakness and got some emotions at the moment though ;)
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shadowthehedgehog32 Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
lol me too may i join the killing club? *eye twiches*:stab:
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:iconpsychoslaughterman:
PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2010  Professional General Artist
the more the gorier, be my guest :chainsaw:
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shadowthehedgehog32 Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
:chainsaw: AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*kills everyone* DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!
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DarwinsMishap Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
It's never easy, dealing with that sort of agonizing pain. There are people that will probably never understand the true sensation of their chest caving in-though I can imagine quite well just how it feels on this side of the monitor.

My heartfelt thoughts are given your way; recovery from heartbreak takes more than time, it takes the ability to take all the warmth, love, kindness and even the occasional shoulder to rant/cry on people offer to work toward healing and finally letting go. You are obviously respected here, and even though there are many that love your works and words...I would need a real body in front of me. I have had to have a real body in front of me.

I have gone through this type of pain a few times-the first time at a very young age and due to different circumstances. The only reason I am in front of this mirror now is due to a dear friend's intervention.

If you ever need to unload, please feel free to message me.

Sometimes a stranger (I've used a few strange ears in my time!) can be just as helpful as a friend.
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:iconpsychoslaughterman:
PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2010  Professional General Artist
thank you very much, i think you are right about that, it does take more than just time to heal, there are alot of factors involved unfortunetly. sorry to hear that you too have had to suffer this type of pain, i wouldn't wish it on anybody, and thank you so much for the offer to listen if i need a rant, i'll deffinetly keep that in mind for the days when i need a chat, i appreciate it very much
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DarwinsMishap Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
You are very welcome. I was given the opportunity to unload, I believe in paying it forward and doing the same for someone else. You can note me here or email me if you prefer-carriondualities@yahoo.com.

I hope today is better.

Dar
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PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2010  Professional General Artist
that's great, the world needs more people who believe in paying it forward, thank you again, the past couple of days have been not too bad i guess, no where near the worsyt atleast but it seems to swing back and forth from not too bad to near breaking point, i'll add your email to my account thanks :)
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DarwinsMishap Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
It will get better, that I can promise you.

You are very welcome, please feel free to use it! :)

Gotta start getting ready for work, so I'll catch ya around!

Dar
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PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2010  Professional General Artist
thanks, so far haven't had to use it (as you can tell) been keeping busy with work and family, been going not too bad i guess, better than before i think
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DarknessBeforeDawn Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Student Writer
It just takes time, I guess. I'm sorry that you're not feeling better. :hug: :tighthug:
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:iconpsychoslaughterman:
PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2010  Professional General Artist
yeah seems to take lots of time :( hate it, thanks for the support :hug:
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DarknessBeforeDawn Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2010  Student Writer
No problem at all. I know we don't know each other very well (or at all) but I'm here if you need to talk. :)
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:iconpsychoslaughterman:
PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2010  Professional General Artist
i really appreciate that, thank you so much :hug:
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DarknessBeforeDawn Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2010  Student Writer
You're very welcome. :D
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DaRkDoKi Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010
I have just one simple thing to tell you...
You're a fighter...I've never seen you back off from something, and I don't think this will worth to be the first time!
If you need to talk I'll soon be home again, so we'll hear soon on msn maybe...or here!
I hug you Dear!
And as you can see from all these messages...we love you :heart:
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:iconpsychoslaughterman:
PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Professional General Artist
thank you very much, yep i'm a lil fighter, the support i'm recieving helps keep the fight in me too, it's really nice to hear from you again, i look forward to seeing you on msn again, it's been a long time, thank you again and i love all you guys too :heart:
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samurai30 Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Professional
I'm going through some problems with Amanda Will. I know what your going through, be strong and lets contnue to work as an unstoppable force.
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:iconpsychoslaughterman:
PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Professional General Artist
sorry to hear you are having probs too bro, hope they get better also, sure thing, i can still finish the designs
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Xerces Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Professional Artisan Crafter
So sorry to hear the bad news, hun. I hope things improve soon :hug:
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:iconpsychoslaughterman:
PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Professional General Artist
thanks Kitty :hug: can only but hope, i appreciate it
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Xerces Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Professional Artisan Crafter
:hug: I'll be here hoping too. You take care- and as I can see, there are a lot of us you can talk to if you need to get stuff off your chest :heart:
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PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Professional General Artist
thank you, i appreciate that so much :hug:
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MannyAkal Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010
Well, I don't know how much my words could help you, but I can try.
I swear you I understand that void you feel inside. I had it for such a long time.
I know it's hard to find something to cling to, and nothing out there seems to be helpful for you.
All I can say is that the only real help you could find is inside you.
Do you know that strenght, the one which makes you stand up again when you fall? Find that strenght, because you - like everyone else in this world - have it, hidden somewhere inside your chest.

Hope things will go better,

M.
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PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Professional General Artist
thank you very much, that actually does help a little, usually when i feel like this i watch The Crow and i can find that strength that you were talking about, it's being a little more difficult to find this time around, but i will keep searching for it, thank you again :hug:
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silentreaper666 Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey Will. If you need to talk to someone, I'll be on msn a lot more often this next month coming up. Don't be afraid to send me an instant message <3

We're all here for you, sweety. :tighthug:
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:iconpsychoslaughterman:
PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Professional General Artist
thank you, i'll prolly be on msn a bit too so i prolly will send you a message
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silentreaper666 Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:tighthug:
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silverPheonixfire Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
Check your notes, dear. :heart:
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:iconpsychoslaughterman:
PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Professional General Artist
thank you :heart:
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:iconominousshadows:
OminousShadows Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2010
You take that experience with her and lock it away for safe keeping. Then you move on and try try again. No love lost means no love found.
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:iconpsychoslaughterman:
PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2010  Professional General Artist
thanks for the support, i did a bit of locking up tonight, got some of the emotions under control, hopefully the rest will follow soon
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:iconominousshadows:
OminousShadows Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2010
I can only empathize. I have been broken by make a girls, but my Wife is the only one that could tear my life apart. Be strong and keep yourself busy.
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PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Professional General Artist
:handshake: i'll try that my friend, been playing video games and watching movies all for an escape, i think i'll try and put all this in to some art motivation soon, thanks again
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OminousShadows Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010
No problem bud. I just wanna see you happy.
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:iconpsychoslaughterman:
PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2010  Professional General Artist
last night was not too bad, went pretty much the whole night without a single bad feeling, guess it dosn't help i was talking to my ex that whole time but it's a start atleast
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OminousShadows Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2010
You just have to take it one day at a time. It's like coming off heroin.
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sssk76 Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2010  Professional General Artist
Bro, not to be harsh, but there is NOBODY important enough for that 1 big option. Been there before. Ain't worth it. So "Man up!" and get back to LIVING a good life! Face all that shit head on and blast past it! I'm not telling you anything you don't already know, so just DO IT bro!
Depression kills. Don't let it get the best of you. Beat the hell outta it!
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:iconpsychoslaughterman:
PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2010  Professional General Artist
thanks bro, yeah i need up my fight, so far my efforts aren't working, thanks for the fighting talk it helps
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sssk76 Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2010  Professional General Artist
No reason not to fight back bro. There's more to life than depression and an ex. Just dust yourself off and get back to enjoying life. Fucking grab life and don't let go. There's a lot to see. Trust me, I've been in some very good and bad places. Just need to choose what and where you want to be.
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PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Professional General Artist
that's very true, i'm trying to make new goals to help me stay on track, i have times where i am completely fine with myself and what happened, but i don't know if that's denile or actaully the real thing, thanks for the pep talk, it helps seeing all the support
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sssk76 Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Professional General Artist
I'll always be here for you and all my friends in time of need. You can note me anytime. Spill your guts, whatever, I'm hear to listen and support. Never give up! Fight on bro! It's worth it.
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JasonVoorheesMyLover Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
aww, i'm sorry to hear that :(

i hope all will get better soon :hug:
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PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2010  Professional General Artist
thank you very much :hug:
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JasonVoorheesMyLover Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
you're welcome :meow:
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:iconpsychoslaughterman:
PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Professional General Artist
:)
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LordBacon Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Alright here comes some tough love.
Get the fuck over it! Did she define who you were? It's her fucking loss! Did she ever try to make you into something (even a small part) you weren't comfortable with? Did she really see you for who you are? Was she ever able to make you smile even when you didn't want to?
A small bump and you crack, you're just showing her a weakness that you can get over!
I know I seem harsh but it needs to be said...
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PsychoSlaughterman Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2010  Professional General Artist
harsh is good at times, harsh sometimes works better, a couple of those she did actually do, she was pretty defining for me, made me the man i am today and could allways make me laugh no matter what, i know to feel like this is weakness, i usually just keep it inside put on a mask to everyone else and pretend i'm fine while dying inside, thanks for the tough love it does help toughen the skin
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LordBacon Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome my friend, but what I meant when I said 'defines who you are' is do you need her around to remind you who you are?
Again I hope you pull yourself out of this slump you're in.... or I'll somehow get to your house and give you a good kick in the ass!
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